I don't know what happens..it just always has. For seven years I've had this disease and I cant control it. Living in hiding..only eating when absolutely nescecary, but even then I go under and I can't come back for a day..a week.. It's like being covered up and being replaced by this monster that doesn't know how to do anything but kill..and eat.
But afterwards..I run. I don't stay in one place too long, but this town..I've lived here for three years, and my secret is still safe. I haven't fed as long as I've been here, I just eat normal people food, what all these blind people eat. They don't know who they sit with at lunch..they don't know it's me who gives then those dreadful chills down their back, longing to just lock them in a dark room and finally eat..but no. I refuse to let myself be dragged back into that terror again.
But he came. And he ruins everything. My best friend, if it was even possible..appeals to me on so many different levels. He's mouth-watering and I am too edgy around him- I don't know what to do. But this night..I shouldn't be thinking this over..I planned on leaving soon but he grabbed my heart and held it tight, I cant bear to leave him. So I stay..driven insane with pleasure and desire..with hate and regret..I shouldn't have stayed, If I had only left. But how could I? I can't hold out much longer, the last thing I want to do is hurt him..but it's so..tempting.. Just hearing him say my name..!
Plot
When 18 year old Brian Sanders is stuck in the middle of hiighschool, everyone knows how it feels to be a horomonal teen. Crazy right? Well add being a cannibal to that. Being constantly taunted by everyone around you..most would snap. But Brian's strong, he hasn't "fed" in three years, and he didn't plan on starting now. When his best friend confesses that he loves him, Brian is in big trouble. What will he do, when his friend is the one he wants most? As a lover..and a meal?
Character summaries-
Egg-
Name: Brian Sanders
Age: 18 years
School Grade: Senior in high school
Bio: Brian is a very confused teen. One on hand, you have a sweet, caring, unique young man who’s a gentleman around adults and a great friend around kids his age—if you can get to him. He is often quiet, and spends most of his time alone, trying hard to stay away from people. He is very smart, and oddly skinny, but that was a secret he didn’t want anyone to know. One the other hand, you have a cunning and sly young adult, who is hiding the biggest secret in the world. He eats food to keep himself healthy, but it’s not filling. It’s not the food he needs—he wants. He has never stayed in one place too long, always moved. Brian has lived by himself since he found out about his inhumane cravings when he was eleven, and he had made money by doing drawings for people, a dollar a piece, since he was a very talented artist. Brian tries not to get close to anyone, for fear of hurting them or himself, so many people just steer clear of him while he does the same thing.
Being a cannibal, Brian has difficulty controlling his “needs”. He hates making physical contact with people, hating the fact that anything can trigger his “phase” as he calls it. It has been described as “like a film comes over me and my conscious kind of…Disappears. I can’t think straight anymore, the only thing I want is to eat.” He describes it as very uncomfortable, and Brian hates having this problem, and he can’t control it—or at least not for the first few years of having the problem. After the fourth year Brian is able to keep his needs at bay, and not kill anyone for the most part.
Brian stays alone and separate from the crowd well until a young man breaks through and reaches him, on many different levels. He becomes his best friend, and his worst enemy, because Brian is so terrified of hurting him. But after his friend asks him out...and Brian finds he feels the same way, what could he say..? Accepting the two become even more tightly bound and close, and one night Brian has to confess to his lover why he looks at him...with an odd look. One like...He wants to kill him.
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I'll start :3
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Brian sat in his desk in the very back of the room. There was only three minutes of class and everybody was just talking since the teacher was too lazy to teach anything at the moment. He read a book quietly, easily ignoring everyone around him and not thinking about food of any sort. Sure, he ate regular food, but just to keep himself healthy. He sighed and looked around boredly, his green eyes blinking with interest.
But afterwards..I run. I don't stay in one place too long, but this town..I've lived here for three years, and my secret is still safe. I haven't fed as long as I've been here, I just eat normal people food, what all these blind people eat. They don't know who they sit with at lunch..they don't know it's me who gives then those dreadful chills down their back, longing to just lock them in a dark room and finally eat..but no. I refuse to let myself be dragged back into that terror again.
But he came. And he ruins everything. My best friend, if it was even possible..appeals to me on so many different levels. He's mouth-watering and I am too edgy around him- I don't know what to do. But this night..I shouldn't be thinking this over..I planned on leaving soon but he grabbed my heart and held it tight, I cant bear to leave him. So I stay..driven insane with pleasure and desire..with hate and regret..I shouldn't have stayed, If I had only left. But how could I? I can't hold out much longer, the last thing I want to do is hurt him..but it's so..tempting.. Just hearing him say my name..!
Plot
When 18 year old Brian Sanders is stuck in the middle of hiighschool, everyone knows how it feels to be a horomonal teen. Crazy right? Well add being a cannibal to that. Being constantly taunted by everyone around you..most would snap. But Brian's strong, he hasn't "fed" in three years, and he didn't plan on starting now. When his best friend confesses that he loves him, Brian is in big trouble. What will he do, when his friend is the one he wants most? As a lover..and a meal?
Character summaries-
Egg-
Name: Brian Sanders
Age: 18 years
School Grade: Senior in high school
Bio: Brian is a very confused teen. One on hand, you have a sweet, caring, unique young man who’s a gentleman around adults and a great friend around kids his age—if you can get to him. He is often quiet, and spends most of his time alone, trying hard to stay away from people. He is very smart, and oddly skinny, but that was a secret he didn’t want anyone to know. One the other hand, you have a cunning and sly young adult, who is hiding the biggest secret in the world. He eats food to keep himself healthy, but it’s not filling. It’s not the food he needs—he wants. He has never stayed in one place too long, always moved. Brian has lived by himself since he found out about his inhumane cravings when he was eleven, and he had made money by doing drawings for people, a dollar a piece, since he was a very talented artist. Brian tries not to get close to anyone, for fear of hurting them or himself, so many people just steer clear of him while he does the same thing.
Being a cannibal, Brian has difficulty controlling his “needs”. He hates making physical contact with people, hating the fact that anything can trigger his “phase” as he calls it. It has been described as “like a film comes over me and my conscious kind of…Disappears. I can’t think straight anymore, the only thing I want is to eat.” He describes it as very uncomfortable, and Brian hates having this problem, and he can’t control it—or at least not for the first few years of having the problem. After the fourth year Brian is able to keep his needs at bay, and not kill anyone for the most part.
Brian stays alone and separate from the crowd well until a young man breaks through and reaches him, on many different levels. He becomes his best friend, and his worst enemy, because Brian is so terrified of hurting him. But after his friend asks him out...and Brian finds he feels the same way, what could he say..? Accepting the two become even more tightly bound and close, and one night Brian has to confess to his lover why he looks at him...with an odd look. One like...He wants to kill him.
31_Flavors-
I'll start :3
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Brian sat in his desk in the very back of the room. There was only three minutes of class and everybody was just talking since the teacher was too lazy to teach anything at the moment. He read a book quietly, easily ignoring everyone around him and not thinking about food of any sort. Sure, he ate regular food, but just to keep himself healthy. He sighed and looked around boredly, his green eyes blinking with interest.
